I used to loathe the taste of celery. Back when I didn't care what I ate, and just chewed on everything in sight. When I didn't care about fat.
It's amazing what looking in a mirror will do to you. I have to be incredibly careful now...I stopped smoking recently. I don't want to gain more weight. I'm so scared I'll be fat for the rest of my life. >.< I don't want to be like that.
My dad is trying to sabotage me, too. He insists that "you need to eat more than a stick of celery for dinner"...Well I'll show him. I need to overcome my fear of purging.
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